Monday, February 21, 2005

R.I.P. Dr. Gonzo

Hunter Thompson commits suicide at 67.

It seems like a lifetime, or at least a Main Era—that kind of peak that never comes again. San Francisco in the middle sixties was a very special time and place to be a part of. Maybe it meant something. Maybe not, in the long run. . . .
My central memory of that time seems to hang on one or five or maybe forty nights—or very early mornings—when I left the Fillmore half-crazy and, instead of going home, aimed the big 650 Lightning across the Bay Bridge at a hundred miles an hour wearing L. L. Bean shorts and a Butte sheepherder's jacket . . . booming through the Treasure Island tunnel at the lights of Oakland and Berkeley and Richmond, not quite sure which turn-off to take when I got to the other end . . . but being absolutely certain that no matter which way I went I would come to a place where people were just as high and wild as I was. . . . You could strike sparks anywhere. There was a fantastic universal sense that whatever we were doing was right, that we were winning. . . .
And that, I think, was the handle—that sense of inevitable victory over the forces of Old and Evil. Not in any mean or military sense; we didn't need that. Our energy would simply prevail. There was no point in fighting—on our side or theirs. We had all the momentum; we were riding the crest of a high and beautiful wave. . . .
So now, less than five years later, you can go up on a steep hill in Las Vegas and look West, and with the right kind of eyes you can almost see the high-water mark—that place where the wave finally broke and rolled back.


It's a dreary, snowy President's Day as I write this, and the world seems somehow less without him. Yes, his writing was erratic the last few years, and yes, he was probably not as crazy as his writing suggested, but he was an icon to me and to others, and the literary world is that much dimmer without him.

More later, maybe.

*edit - changed the story to ESPN's because the WaPo one required registration*

1 Comments:

Blogger Chris said...

What's weird is that I JUST bought the Criterion Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas the other day. Sucks, man. =(

2/21/2005 10:48 AM  

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